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bed peace

I sleep with my titties out


On sheets I haven’t washed in weeks


That surprisingly don’t smell like farts and hair grease


But more like sweet musk and old wine


Next to unfolded laundry


With my makeup on bc I want to be prepared for my dreamy encounters


An empty bowl that was once filled with Frosted Flakes


Next to another bowl that needs repacking


Next to the earrings I sleepily yanked out 3 nights ago


The only thing that ties me to this bed is rest


Resting in me


In this woman I’ve become and continually becoming


No ones there to make it difficult to get out of bed


No ones there to assume I want in


This space can never get played out


That same song from yesterday still on repeat


Because why not


No shame or distraction to keep me from staring at myself in the mirror for hours


I adore her


What ignites her to move like that


What makes her think like that


I want to share her


but this is too raw


I’m not even ready for my surprises


And I want my surprises to actually surprise me


They are mine


And they’re always epic


So moments like this I don’t want to share


So I’m sorry if I’m dry


If I’m distant


If I seem uninterested


I’m just more into myself, than I am into you


More into myself than I could ever be into you


And when I’m old and tired of myself, I’ll still be more into myself than I would ever be into you


I could learn you and find the exceptional parts and they still would be nothing in comparison to

my worst parts


This kind of self love is un heard of


So deep, I can get a little tipsy at times


Drunk in love with myself


And the hangovers leave me lost in thought for weeks


Profounded by my realities


My truths


My magic


There’s no one more beautiful


No one more cool


It’s like encountering an alien, the same one


Over and over again


It’s freaking weird


But there’s no where else I’d rather be than this messy bed


Makeup stained sheets, crumbs and all







I have no intention on changing these sheets




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